spent my dae w my dearest darls tdy aft gg dwn sch to pay my fees. damn $4200's gone jst lyk tt. *growls* anw yupp ive passed my exams sorry to disappoint those who wished to see me fail. well i do study cos unlyk u guys im matured enuf to knw how to manage my time n pass my exams. thks fer ur concern. actually i knw u failed la so poor fellows i'll allow u (all of u) to vent ur humiliations n wateva anger on my blog. feel free B*itches!//

anyhow met darls at five tdy at bugis. they shopped till both of them were kinda broke fer dinner. poor me! i was bored cos ive been there way b4 they reached n i shopped ard alr. :( glad they hv got wateva they wna. then it was dinner n went fer "Longest Yard". it was GREATTTT!! so frns! wat r u waitg fer?? go catch tt fab film! but i advice u guys not to buy popcorn in hur?? tt "lovable" yings, during the show, laughed too hard n gta too EXCITED tt she lost grip of the popcorn n all flew onto me!! how magnificent is tt hur?? suddenly there was lyk millions of small corns bits on me while i was laughg as well. darn!! haha~~but overall it was money well spent. adam sandler jst rawks la! :) the rest of the cast were pretty cool as well. *two thumb-ups* well at least during the two hrs i forgot wateva which was mkg me so annoyed n upset.

it wasnt the best way to start the dae. mom came in n woke me up n told me wateva tt happened the nite before whn i wasnt ard. i tried to stand in all of their shoes n view the issue frm all of their pts of views. i defended her..i defended him..i thot hard aft mom left the rm. well two hard yrs hv finally come to an end..we all thot all our burdens will lightened whn jamie returns. but she may not return at all. another two long years seem to lie ahead agn. to us, the two long yrs look bleak. i know we r struggling here to hang on..she's wkg hard, swallowg all the bitterness n all at wk while jamie's awae being carefree. i knw its hard on her..and i agree to a certain extent to wat mom said abt jamie "she's so selfish..nv think abt us" but on the other hand, everyone has their own right to decide how to lead their own lives n no one can stop u frm pursuing wat kinda future u wan. but did u eva think abt us? lyk how we r struggling here?? u nv asked..it seems u nv care..we aint tellg cos we wna u to study well there w/o any worries. now two yrs has been completed alr& now its time to come baq. yet..*sigh* i knw how she feels. i understand. i wont wna be her. too much responsibilities. her sentiments r true..dad loves jamie more n mom pampers me more. who is left to pamper n shower her w tt extra love?? she claimed tt they r bias..i admit. i pity her at times but...wat can i do?? other than love her more. it wsa as tho world war three was waged last nite while i wasnt ard..im glad i wasnt. it was ugly. but im sufferg the aft effects of it. y me?? its unfair! y are all of u ventg all ur frustrations n annoyance at me?? i feel gd?? my mood was so affected tt darls were askg me wats wrg. i was so moody n dwn. urghh..i guess it spoiled everyone's mood alr. y not jst cancel the trip n fullstop. im tired. two long yrs passed..i thot we can finally see our rainbow but wait a sec..e sky seems to be dark agn. in fact darker. //fer a sec..think abt us will u??//